Feeling

Well hello there and Assalamualaikum to my muslim readers. So today I’m gonna type something about what I’ve been through lately. Not interesting but okaylah hehehh. Oh btw, I’m listening to Virgoun – Bukti right now while typing this. Well actually, it’s is about my feeling. Wuuuu am I missing someone? Oh yess I DO!!!! Okay, hahaha pelikkan? Because I never tell anyone about him. I want to keep him just for me. Giteww overprotective kind of girlfriend. To those who keep asking me non-stop about relationship thing and my baby, you guys dah boleh stop kot. And those yang keep asking pasal crush pun, sudah sudah la hahah macam korang tak ada crush pulak. Zaman sekolah punya crush pun, jangan throwback sangat please. It is a part of memories masa zaman sekolah. Walaupun malu besar aku dalam Dewan Bakti. Okay malunya rasa nak nangis, nak campak je memory tu dalam api biar terbakar, hangus and jadi debu berterbangan diudara. Hah lepastu semua orang sedut memory aku. Hehehhe okay okay lawak hambar, sorry sorry.

Feeling eh? Hmm mix feeling babe nak taip taip ni. Macam-macam feeling sekarang ni, contohnya bersyukur for what I’m having right now, marah and sedih for what happen lately, gembira sebab berjaya turunkan berat badan walapun sekilo. Wahh dah macam daging kau timbang kilo-kilo ni hhehe and bersalah for what I have done. Some said menangis can reduce the beban. Yeah, I choose to cry. Don’t care about swollen eyes, runny nose but as long as cry can makes me feel better after that, I think it should be okay. So menangis please. Tapi memang betul pun lepas je menangis, rasa tenang sangat and lepas tu baru boleh fikir how to settle down the problem. Tiberr rasa hati aku macam fragile sangat. Kemain menangis nya pun adoi. Ingat kan heartless la tapi… hmmm such a crybaby aliah najwa, SUCH A CRYBABY!!!!  Okay rasanya dah boleh stop dah taip-taip ni and start fikir how to solve another problem. Sebab menangis hanya ringankan beban and bukan selesaikan masalah so, bye bye readers. Wish me luck hewhewhew ♥